I have often thought of writing a book throughout my life. Thought of starting a blog, over and over. The truth is, the way my life has played out, I'm not sure I could even tell it all, willingly. Most of you will be shocked at what I tell you, some of you won't even believe me...but I'm gonna put it out here as I remember it, and I remember it.... and how family has explained to me the parts when I was to young to remember, but feel now. You'll understand. I'm having to stop and rub my hands together just getting thru this introduction, so much is crashing thru my head. I pray that I will be able to tell you my story in a way that you will feel something. Something that will move you, touch you. Open your heart and let you KNOW me. Because I want you to know me. It's most of you that have played the major role in helping me make the decision to go ahead and blog about my life. And that is a compliment. I have always been a private person, and some of what I am going to tell you I haven't told most people. I have gone thru periods of hating myself and all who lived. I have gone thru periods of no longer wanting to live with it all. But you know what. I bucked up, and decided that the devil did it all, and I became closer to God.
Ok, anyway, this is my introduction. Watch for my next post that will start the story of my life. Thank you for reading this, and for the future readings, and for being my friend.